i sleep too much huh?

for the second time this week, i overslept and missed the meeting with my team-members to show mr fritz lim our progress for our end-of-sem project...

actually waking up around 12-1pm has been the norm since school ended last week. i've been sleeping late since school ended. i'm like so disappointed with myself lah...i always fail to get up on time. even when school was still on-going, i was always late for morning lectures or practicals...sometimes reaching almost before the lesson ended. my dad was right, probably that was one of the reasons why i was encountering so much problems with my school work, imagine missing out all the valuable information that would be helpful in my assignments...and what about appointments with my friends? i'm always the last if not last guy to arrive, which doesn't matter since either, i'm usually late. it's time i start kicking my bad habit yah?

anyway the past few days have been pretty boring: stayed at home all day to emo. haha no lah...tinking. :D

watched 200 pound beauty a few nights ago. ya im like the last person at home to actually watch it. =.= wow, the show was really gooood! i almost(almost...ALMOST) cried at certain parts like one particular scene when hana confessed during her concert about how she went for plastic surgery and the actual hana was not the popular, beautiful and sexy celebrity the audience was looking at but a really hideous looking ghost singer. obssessed with love,(for her producer) and yet unable to receive the same love, she decided to change her physical appearance.

and what about hana before she went for an extreme makeover? she was rejected and looked down upon. and the same person, just differing in looks received so much popularity and well-liked. she was the same hana, one with the same voice and character, but look at how differently people treated her.

i believe that there are people out in this world, just like hana, talented with a great personality, but yet not appreciated because of a lack of good looks. look at the schools we go to, often bullies make fun of people. the victims are usually ugly, werid-looking, fat or dumb. another example would be chen wei lian. i think he's a pretty good singer, why do people criticise about him that much about how he looks or his defects and says that people vote for him out of smpathy? why right do they have to judge whether other's votes are genuine anot? do we humans seek outer beauty that much? much as presenting one's image is important, i believe that we should build more on our character and inner beauty. afterall, what good is there in a beautiful lady with an evil heart?

hana mentioned that can someone be blamed if he/she is borned ugly? is it a crime to be fat? no! but often we see people destroying others' ego or self-esteem. they can't help it if they are not physically as perfect as some people, perhaps they even feel bad about it despite having no fault with themselves, but our sarcasims can only make things worst. i am not implying that i'm the most understanding person on earth. i definitely have made fun of some people at some point of my life but perhaps we should think and empathise with the victims and think how would we feel in their shoes before we actually shoot a negative comment right into their faces.

the show really made me reflect(not that i'm jealous of good-looking people...hmm maybe i am! :X) but besides that, it was really funny. i don't know why but comedies sometimes make me cry...well almost at least.

just came back from cca today. coach lewis went off for an "appointment" at 8. =.= only 4 guys came for training today. i guess the others are still mugging for their exams huh? well, as usual, swam my 2k m. the other guys were practising their shooting and passing but i guess i still got to work more on my thread water and swimming before i start handling with the ball. tried gripping 1 of the balls today, it sure looked harder to grip den it seemed! in the end, i decided to contiune swimming throughout the whole training...felt kinda proud of myself...

was thinking of joining the lifesaving team...gosh they sure have some babes there haha. now i was just joking, what i really want to do is to save lives! i feel that it is so meaningful...of cuz the babes are a bonus. :D

ok anyway, i guess i shouldn't join too much activities...kinda have to concentrate on my studies more...speaking of studies, i just hate it whenever i think of all the complicated applications that i have to learn...argh i'm starting to detest the computer.

kept forgetting about the free complimentry dance classes euguene spoke of...i sure hope the hip-hop class is not full yet, really wanna join, gonna call up studio wu tmrw! (:

speaking of tmrw ima gonna go jogging with daddy in the morning and then ask him to get me a psp! can't imagine how long(and boring of cuz...) my journeys on the train is all the time...ahhh how wonderful to have something to keep me entertained...provided he agree to it of course =.= ... but hey i have faith yah!

nitez everyone :D ... or else i can't wake up again tmrw =.=